man, people love preggos. in my experience, i've noticed that people are MUCH nicer to me now that i'm 35 pounds heavier!! haha. something about the belly just makes strangers friendlier. so today, while i was at z pizza using a "buy one, get one" coupon on my 2 slices of pizza, the lady helping me kept saying she felt bad that i was "wasting" my coupon on something so cheap. i told her i have a ton of those coupons so i didn't mind. while she was ringing me up, i noticed they had chocolate chip cookies (which i've been CRAVING but also avoiding), so i asked her to add one to my order. she said, "of course! in fact you can have two!" haha. i didn't mean for her to give it to me for free, but she doubled my request and then offered me something to drink, too! i declined the drink offer but then scarfed down those two cookies so quick! don't judge me. i only eat chocolate like twice a week now (as opposed to 5 times a day before i had a baby in me). reese is totally taking up all the space where the good stuff used to go! rude! jk.
for anyone wondering why i'm always talking about my size/weight.. you have to understand my past. my whole life people would tell me how disgustingly skinny i was. i've been told countless times that i looked like a skeleton, scolded for not eating enough, and even accused of having eating disorders. then after i got married, i gained 20 pounds. and all of a sudden, people started asking me why i was getting so FAT. wow. there has always been a lack of restraint when it comes to people talking to me about my weight. so is it any wonder i'm so obsessed? after getting "fat" i exercised myself down to a weight i was comfortable with, but obviously pregnancy has changed all that. as much as strangers love girls with round bellies, it's not very fun for the one who actually has to carry it around.
haha this post sounds so emo. and all because i got two free cookies that actually made me really happy! i just felt the need to explain because i automatically assume people are judging me for what i put in my mouth. leave me alone and let me enjoy! haha. =P
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My coworker made me amazing potato chip shortbread cookies today. I think I'm going to have to fight my urge to eat every last crumb of these things and bring you (and Reese) one tomorrow night to share.
I'll take a strawberry Julius instead!! Haha.
I get it. Im so obsessed with my weight too. You will probably lose the weight right after you give birth. I have some tips if you want them ;)
yes i want to be skinny like you!
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