QT with the kitty

whenever i think about meli, i feel guilty that i am not with her. everyone always asks me why anthony and i don't have a cat. i always think, "i DO have a cat." i still think she is mine even though she doesn't live with me. i think it would be really mean to make her move here because she is so used to living at the other house. and i think it would be so mean if i got another cat for this house, because then i would be neglecting meli even more than i already do. maybe i'm just being weird, though. but really, she is such a great companion. when i was still living in carson, she was always with me. she would follow me all around the house and even sleep under the blanket with me in my bed. haha. so you see.. she is not replaceable. the only solution is for me to go visit her, just like i did today.